Author: substation
Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2011 1:40 pm
Thanks for your words of encouragement Romeo. You are a great soul. So today is my first day back to work for real. Yesterday I was able to work from home. I know it sounds crazy but thank goodness I had to come into work today. I was going out of my mind being home for 8 days straight, absolutely going NUTS!!!!!!
Yeah yesterday this one email made me turn into a mad man and I’m generally a calm person. I wanted to quit and was pretty close. After long consideration I decided I wasn’t mentally prepared to make that type of decision. I promised myself I would wait at least a week before I did anything rash. Glad I did because I feel so much better today. It’s the first day out of my house for more than 20 minutes. I actually don’t even wanna go home, I wanna stay here lol welllllllll not really. I’m still kinda treading on light water here at work though. The past couple of months my performance has been crap and I took off last minute when I decided to ‘detox’ I knew I had a chance of losing my job (and still may) but I think it was the best choice. I had to put myself before anything else.
IDK, doing very well today. This is a definite day by day thing and I see that now. Tomorrow is 10 days. Sunday will be 14 days and I’m going to outback for a nice steak dinner and that onion thing they have. Man I love that onion thing with the sauce and whatnot. Now I’m hungry…peace
PS: RSJXRSJ….if your reading, do you remember about what day into jumping that was that you flipped out? Just wondering….trying to gauge how long I’m gonna be a prick lol
