Author: substation
Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 12:33 pm
So today is day 14 and things are looking better for sure. I’ve been sleeping 9 hours the past 3 days. It still takes me a while to fall asleep but once I do its all good from there. My biggest thing right now is trying to find the ambition to wake up and get out of bed. It’s like I have nothing to look forward to right now, although I know that’s not true. I guess that’s called slight depression. IDK, hopefully it clears after some time.
I’ve been eating like a horse lately to the point its crazy. I wake up with these intense hunger pains that are getting kinda annoying. I’m hungry just about every 2 hours regardless of how much I ate prior. I would be fine with that but the worst part is I’m not exercising much at all right now. I gave myself 2 weeks off from the gym so that means I need to go back tomorrow. Hopefully I can actually make it there because I’m sure that will help as well.
IDK…overall looking back its really not that bad. It takes dedication and pain but if you want it bad you can make it happen. I would say it’s more uncomfortable than painful.
