Author: cbk1013
Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2011 11:17 am
I am in the same boat I am over 2 months clean lost count of days but it is in the 60’s. I jumped from a 6mg-8mg daily dose of suboxone over the last 6 years, percs for 3 years before that. The Dr. said suboxone lets your brain heal and one day we will taper, well it took me 6 years and I finally said fuck lets roll. Hang in there it is hard as hell, i personally don’t have any or much thoughts of cravings or getting drugs, my problem is moderate depression and lack of energy, but going to the gym and running is huge if you can push through it, I went to NA meetings and got a sponsor, it has helped a bit, but I just don’t think it is for me. I am not closing the door on NA but I only go to a meeting once a week if that. Anyway stay strong and busy and find some things to feel good about other than drugs, hard to do, I know, but it can be done, just tell yourself ur a fucking warrior and your going to do whatever it takes to get through this, you can do it and I will be right behind ya. Don’t give up, you have come to far, 
Bottom line just don’t ever take another mind altering drug and things will eventually work out, one day at a time and don’t expect to much, too fast, too easy, I kinda have a feeling this is ahuge piece of advice if you have the discipline to follow it, again< I know this shit is hard as hell, but def doable, good luck, Much Love!
