Author: fortheloveof
Posted: Sat Dec 24, 2011 5:09 am
Hello everyone and anyone,
i’ve been on subs for 5 weeks and things have really turned around in my life. for such a short time i feel so much better then i did 5 weeks ago. I am so glad I made the decision to start treatment and put a stop to the maddness my drug of choice was causing me and my family. I was a closet user for about 2 years (laratab 10mg) and just took one here and there thinking to my self I had a bad day or my back was hurting a little more then usual or for what ever reason….then somebody told me about a dr. who wrote scrips out like candy…..so i went cuz i was tired of trying to find then on the street and well that was were it all really got bad. then i started taking them like candy and of course would run out of my scrip and now i had to buy more and more and search and search and go places i didn’t like going,, waiting and waiting for phone calls if it was a yes or no. To could so -n- so get any blah blah bah….it pretty much consumed my life these past 2-3 years. and i also had surgury and that kicked up my habit as well. and finally i was only taking them so as not to get sick and it was miserable i was depressed and didn’t have anything cuz all moneys went for pills……i let my appearance go. and the whole nine.
my husband came across an ad in paper of a suboxene dr. and well i went and here i am a month later feeling totally different i still have a ways to go…i did a lot of damage during those 4 years lies to family members and lost friends that i truely cared for that weren’t into drugs so i had no time for them..not that i didn’t like them just couldn’t get pills from them and they didn’t know i was hooked on them so never hung out with them or called them……so i’m on the road to recovery and it feels so good’ thanks for letting me share.
