Author: addict3d
Posted: Fri Mar 30, 2012 7:06 pm
I was taking on average 40 Loratab tens or whatever I was currently selling at the time, Which ranged from 7.5 loratabs to Vicoden tens or Perc Tens, I would take xanax with them ( around 4 to 8 a day ). I also would take roxys if I had them. You name it I had it. I was getting huge ziplocs bags full of pills probably once a week. I was my best customer. Useally had green Loratab Tens Or the Blue ones, yellow ones, white ones., you name it, I came across it.
My withdrawal symptoms were out of this world, I was on a different planet. I had no concept on was going on around me. I remember the first time I was having an out of body experience, I think I was laying on the couch for a few days tripping my mind off, had the Tv on which didnt help out any, I ended up calling the police because I thought someone was outside my house with a sniper rifle trying to kill me. Thank god my Mom came over when they showed up. They told her to take me to the hospital where I stayed for a few days halucinating in a room. I remember I started to Throw up alot, my stoumach was on fire. They ended up taking my over to a recovery/drug treatment hospital. I started to halucinate again, and started throwing up again all over, so they switched me to looney side of the hospital. It took me a few days to come out of it. I dont think the Hospital I was at new what was really going on.
The second time was at my parents house, I remember I had a bunch of pills on me and started halucinating bad, thought the cops were after me and on there way to bust me, ended up flushing them all down the toilet. I think I was halucinating for about 2 days and my mom called 911 because I was rolling around on the floor laughing and throwing shit around. I was really out of it. I also remember laying on my bed and a bunch of cops coming in the room and trying to access the situation, I told them I was asleep and to go away. LOL But thank god I had flushed those pills. So they took me to the hospital where all of the same withdrawals happened again. I ended up being sent off to some recovery center 2 hours away from house for 2 weeks or so. I just remember halucinating really bad there.
I know what you mean when everybone in your body hurts, you feel like straight shit after you go through all that, no energy, you dont really want to interact with anyone.
Yeah all of my friends or users or what not. They dont try to contact me because they know Im not selling anything any more. It doesnt really bother me. I havent really clicked with anyone at work or what not that I really want to hang out with yet. I just do my own thing, try to keep to myself.
One thing I started to do was I got back into collecting Sports cards. I bought a few big collections and Im I buy alot of them off ebay, so that keeps me busy. I also help run an online movie/tv website when I have time. Which helps alot. keeps me busy.
Suboxone has definetly not killed my appetite, I eat everything lol. I dont know how long you have been on subs, but hopefully your appetite will come back to you soon. I also would get bad headaches when I first started taking it, especially if it was hot outside or inside where I was at. I would take a few tylenol. But its not as bad as it was it first. I probably get 1 headache a week.
It also makes me feel normal when I take it now. No rush or anything. I feel like a zombie when I wake up though. Very tired and groggy and takes me awhile to get moving. I try to get my head underneath the shower to wake me up.
I watch alot of movies and tv shows, always on the internet since I dont really hang out with my old friends that much. How was your trip to the park lol. Im from Atlanta
