Author: ShamRock
Posted: Wed Jun 01, 2011 12:26 pm
Hello,
I used to be on suboxone for a year, it worked great. Fast forward – at the time I was 17 and hooked on sniffing oxy 80’s … of course i relapsed, or I wouldn’t be writing this. Anyway, fast forward 8 years – im homeless and shooting dope, have been for a long time. 24 now. I have a pretty big habbit – i mess around in newark, nj and the shit is pretty pure. Anyway, a few months ago, i was on the meth clinic at over 100mg. I messed up again (reason i want suboxone, the blocker helps me big time, plus convenience, no liquid handcuffs every day). So anyway, for the past 2 months straight up dope, before that 4 months of meth, before that about 2 years straight dope. So now, I waited 24 hours after last shot to take a sub, nothing, wait 8 hours later, take another one, nothing – now im up to 16mg, and nothing at all. Sick, see the subs block my dope so i cant even get well, but they dont make me well so its a catch 22. So instead of doing dope, I waited til next day, took methadone 60mg. That was day before yesterday. Im starting to sweat a little now – not full blown yet.
I need help as to how to take my subs in the beginning.
Any hope for me?
