Author: Cherish
Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 10:27 am
Hey. I’ve been searching all over the web for help or just something to read to give me an ounce of hope. I think I found what I was searching for. I’m 40 yrs.old and My addiction to oxycodone started when I was 39. I’m so entirely depressed and anxiety has consumed me. I am so tired of taking these pills…I HATE THEM with so much passion. I called and found a Sub doc and go in for my assessment Wednesday. I’ve quit taking oxys 2 or 3 times..cold turkey and went through a zillion shades of hell. The last time, i quit for 3 er 4 months…started Prozac…starting doing good with the depression (crying a lot and just feeling so hopeless and empty.) but, it just didn’t kick the anxiety. I have had severe anxiety since i was a kid for a lot of reasons. It seems now, thats the only way my mind and body know how to be. I havent felt "normal" in many years. Well, honestly..the first 6 months of my oxy addiction, i did. It took away the mental pain I’ve carried around all my life. Anyway, im excited to start this suboxone treatment but im so worried about my anxiety. Does it help with anxiety/depression? I def plan on a anti-depressant….I think I’m going to try either Effexor or Paxil…only ofcourse if my doc agrees that i can benefit from it. I have so many questions…I just want off these pills and i want some happiness and normalcy in my life. I hope and pray Suboxone works for me. I don’t want to feel broken anymore.
