Author: B Real
Posted: Mon Jul 25, 2011 12:40 am
thanks to the responses…they are givingme hope that i cn make it through whatever is coming my way…suppose i hsould give an update..
It is now 2:00 am,day 3…keping in mind that my days are starting at 4 pm, so i’m close to halfway through day 3. it hasnt been fun thats for sure. My withdrawals got pretty bad today. were they as bad as opiate wds, hard to say, its hard to say whats worse, what your going through now, or how you remember going through it last time. Lets say my symptoms at this point are full blown.
Today, again, sstarted out with no sleep. took if i had to gues close to 10 short wallks with my fiancee, went ot the pharmacy a few times, took 4 showers, and 2 baths…all in an attempt to help the wds subside if only for a bit, which, they did I iwl alos mention that while searching for one of mym ultivitamins i can acreoss ten Xanax 25mg pills, whic i imediately started to take, At first just one, right after a bath/shower, and it helped a lot, It really made the systoms go away, not completely, but enough for me to regroup. Later one, about six hours later, i took two, along with 2 OTC cvds sleep aids in an attempt to fall asleep. Instead i was like a walking zombie, stille felt a little like shit. Flash forward another 6 hours, now is around 10 pm, took two more xanax and 25 mg’s of Seroguel in order to try toget some sleep. Slept for a sold couple hours, only to wake up to really bad anxiety and restlessness, which is where im at now. my new questions, is, i htink obviously about the xananx. Am i prolonging anything by using these? or is it safe?
