Author: Babydoll

Posted: Tue Jun 14, 2011 2:52 pm

Hi Tear

Things are really positive for me and T at the moment. Not sure if you read some of my posts on my still messing around thread recently? T and I are extremely close and I am not kidding myself when I know his behaviour and if he had of used behind my back. I have to trust him otherwise I would drive my self mad. Of course we are not in each others pockets 24/7 but the bank account speaks for itself. No £’s have been misteriously dissappearing. We’ve removed dealers numbers from our phones and mentally that has been a massive step forward and removes the opportunity if you get me. we do not hang around with other users – have always been very private. Things are really good at this point in time.

But I hear what you say and I will always proceed with caution and learn to trust my instincts – if I had done that 5 years ago i would not have found myself in this pickle. If i were to notice any ‘signs’ that my husband was not being honest with me and things were not adding up I would need to deal with that. But you know I take my relationship very seriously and my wedding vows. thank you for telling the other poster its not as simple as walking away – if i am honest CBK’s rash comment pi55ed me off because it’s the second time he/she said it to me in seperate posts and if they are a recoverying addict then they should have a better understanding. i wouldn’t mind CBK’s comment if they had offered some more explanation but they did not.

Life is a hard road to trudge sometimes!

But seriously I am in such a better place at the moment. And I hope it continues this way too.

Lots of Love C x

Author: Babydoll

Posted: Tue Jun 14, 2011 2:52 pm

Hi Tear

Things are really positive for me and T at the moment. Not sure if you read some of my posts on my still messing around thread recently? T and I are extremely close and I am not kidding myself when I know his behaviour and if he had of used behind my back. I have to trust him otherwise I would drive my self mad. Of course we are not in each others pockets 24/7 but the bank account speaks for itself. No £’s have been misteriously dissappearing. We’ve removed dealers numbers from our phones and mentally that has been a massive step forward and removes the opportunity if you get me. we do not hang around with other users – have always been very private. Things are really good at this point in time.

But I hear what you say and I will always proceed with caution and learn to trust my instincts – if I had done that 5 years ago i would not have found myself in this pickle. If i were to notice any ‘signs’ that my husband was not being honest with me and things were not adding up I would need to deal with that. But you know I take my relationship very seriously and my wedding vows. thank you for telling the other poster its not as simple as walking away – if i am honest CBK’s rash comment pi55ed me off because it’s the second time he/she said it to me in seperate posts and if they are a recoverying addict then they should have a better understanding. i wouldn’t mind CBK’s comment if they had offered some more explanation but they did not.

Life is a hard road to trudge sometimes!

But seriously I am in such a better place at the moment. And I hope it continues this way too.

Lots of Love C x