Author: tearj3rker
Posted: Sat Nov 05, 2011 8:45 pm
I’m going to have to move this to the "Still Messing Around" forum. This is for the reason that you’re obviously still messing around.
I also gotta call "bull" on the whole "I have no other option than to inject Suboxone at this point" line of thinking. It screams blatantly of a needle fixation / addiction. Where I’m from, we call it being "addicted to the steel".
Fact is, if you were really recovery minded, you could choose methadone over injecting Suboxone. Taking methadone as prescribed would be much better for your mind / body / soul / recovery than sticking a needle in your arm every day. And I believe it is much cheaper as well. It’s dirt cheap in the US as well, no?
If you choose to keep injecting, a little bit of advice from someone who was in a circle of people who injected MS Contin / Oxycontin / methadone pills etc.. Always use micron filters People who cotton wool, inject cloudy-assed solutions of pill binders and dyes in their arm… it builds up in their lungs, until one shot … the lungs just stop working, and stop taking in air, and you get a filthy cough… except the cough can’t push out the thousands of pills worth of crud you’ve accumulated.
I really hope you either choose to find a way to take your Suboxone as prescribed, or choose some other method of recovery. Because no matter what bullshit way you rationalise it, injecting Suboxone isn’t recovery … it’s addiction.
Tj
