Author: celesteisDone
Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 6:39 pm
Hey,Thanks everyone for your reply!,,I really appreciate it,you are exactly right! Thats what I’m doing,,I found one today it’s like 26 miles but that don’t matter at all to me! The only problem I have now is they can’t see me till the 31st. Which sucks bad because I only have 1 sub left! 
and I told the lady I spoke with today and she said "okay"? OK what? I said I’m going to be sick! She said well he can’t see you any sooner,,would you like me to cancel? Ahhh no!!!! I really can’t believe I have to be treated like this!! I wanted to tell her to shove the phone up her…..whatever,,that anit going to help my situation. After I hung up the phone I was so angry , It’s just really fucked up! She could of said it differently like I’m so sorry but…..ya know….So now what to do? I kept calling other places till 5 no luck! Maybe if I go to the Emergency room at the hospital and tell them my situation,maybe they will help? Should I call and ask? Sorry I’m thinking while writing this! Also I found a journal I wrote in when I started treatment and what’s seems weird is with the last 10 subs he gave me falls on April,14th that’s the same day I started treatment April,14 2010…Anyways,I wonder maybe just,,, maybe,if I call my old doctor’s office and be so nice and tell them I’m having a hard time finding a new doctor in a short time,and with only 10 subs, I don’t want to relapse please just prescribe me till the 31st! If he truly cares he will help and I would appreciate it! I’m just so confused he used to be so nice and especially when he done the "back" injections and radiofrequency’s! He would joke and make me laugh all the time? Weird right? Maybe because he had like 2-3 students in the room? When I went only to get my subs he would be an asshole at times,,but not really all the time,If that makes since.. He did check my arms everytime I came in! (I never shot up!) It made me feel like shit! I take drug test every month and sometimes they would just call me in to take one?but I just think that’s what they have to do? I don’t know??
Well all I can do is keep trying! I can’t and WON’T let this brake me!! Thanks again everyone! It really means alot too me! <3
