Author: suBNex
Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2011 5:45 pm
Thank you for the support people. It is so very true that I really want this for myself this time. I can’t tell you haw many "last bag" of heroin I have shot. I tried quitting so many times. When I got on methadone the last time I was so sure I was cured and i was really full of myself because I had 11 months without shooting dope. When I got out of detox I didn’t want to use and i really wanted to be sober but I ran out of suboxone, thought that I would be fine without it, and found myself driving over to the city to cop even though I didn’t want to. I couldn’t control myself.the last couple of times I got high it really sucked. I felt shitty, my wife knew instantly and i was fed up soon afterward I really felt the desire to shoot up leave my body. I told my Dr. I don’t know if it is the suboxone, or if i am really done with dope. Either way I don’t ever want to find out and don’t mind taking suboxone everyday.
