Author: LoveTunechi
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2012 11:34 pm
Okay. So it’s day 19 for me off everything. Im not having withdrawals anymore. I’m at the point where its my brain and energy level. I tried to take everyones advice on here, and took my 2 babies to the park. I didn’t walk, I drove. I sat there for 2 hrs. Then I took them grocery shopping but I only lasted 4 he’s total without my energy just killing me. I just needed to come back home. That’s the part I’m talking about. I barely did anything and felt exhausted. It forced myself to get out of bed and I felt better MENTALLY. sorry to sound like such a downer, but it’s been a long time since I’ve been sober. I’m tired, but can’t sleep either. I go to bed at 12am and wake up at 3:00am and am wide awake until 7:00am. Then I get about an hr or two sleep. So, is this normal? 19 days, no energy, can barely sleep? Shouldn’t I feel normal by now? I just need to know that there is a day when I feel normal again.