Author: Dopeless Hopefiend
Posted: Sun Apr 01, 2012 5:59 pm
| Ego wrote: |
| I guess after years of being an addict, sometimes the simple act of being honest can still be a challenge. |
You hit the nail on the head with that one Ego. I just started my first week of treatment. My DOC has me taking 4mg 3x a day, that is very inconvenient for me because I keep wanting to lump it in together in the morning (NA considers that a relapse.) But perhaps that is just the first week for the buildup I assume (like creatine loading sort of) and then regular treatment he will have me on once a day. Also, at the intake, my DOC said the only way he will script me is that whenever possible I be subjected to random pill counts! SO the question of taking more than prescribed for me or selling them on the steet is out the window. I’m a POS addict and deserve this distrust and strict oversight so I don’t mind it.
On a side note, the first 3 days of treatment have been going well I must say I kind of enjoy this mild euphoria I’m having (or perhaps it’s just the feeling of normalcy for the first time in my life.)
Cheers,
Dopeless Hopefiend
