Author: Rockmayfield
Posted: Wed Apr 04, 2012 3:21 pm
Day 7. The afternoon. A wide range of emotions. All with the over arching cloud of sleeplessness. But my love of music is back. I ran 2 miles at lunchtime. So
I got that working for me. It’s a beautiful day outside. Pollen hell though. Sneezing still. Its funny about the libido too. So strange. Primal even. Some heady things abound. Still haven’t acted them out on my wife because I will last less than .42 seconds. You know what I’m saying.
Body temp. I wore a fucking sweater on a 80 degree day and still, sometimes, was cold.
Is there much pupil dilation with bupe? If so I haven’t noticed it.
I sometimes go back and read my posts and it sounds like I’m a straight up illiterate hobo. Thanks iphone. But I’m typing to total strangers. But I know that you care and are supportive of me 100%. We all are dealing with something. Support is key. Interwebs included.
Wd update. I think felt normal for a time today. It lasted about 4 minutes. Then I just got lazy and tired and remembered. But overall I know I am soldiering through. I ran 2 fucking miles. Did I mention that? I’m a warrior, a sleepy sleepy warrior.
