Author: tearj3rker
Posted: Fri Apr 06, 2012 12:10 am
Rockmayfield I know exactly what you’re talking about re your dealer contacting you right at this moment. I’ve had dealers get out of jail and call me outta the blue a few times … the weird thing is it ALWAYS happened when I was struggling a bit in my recovery, or trying to get clean. Once I got contacted when I was 13 months clean. I hadn’t heard from anyone for close to a year … and he contacted right when I was having that ‘internal battle’ for the first time since i was 3 months clean.
I’m not really a spiritual person, but there were times I thought maybe there was some kinda spiritual tug-of-war going on.