Author: shane86
Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2011 6:58 pm
at age 17 living in rochester,ny somehow got hooked on heroin..i knew streets very well, knew atleast of dozen places to score. After 5 years of living on the street. i become very lucky that a woman had came into my life(not an addict by far) and was willing to help no matter the what.
got a suboxone at 16mg-12mg-8mg-6mg- 4 mg (which i satyed on for nearly a year)….then through my girl giving me xanaxi tapered down to 1mg-.5mg and even .25…but somehow slipped and went back to .50mg
just this last monday oct. 24th…..some days r worse than others but i think i can make it
fucking, suboxone is this weight over my shoulders, constantly wherever i go The chains are of the strong material known to humanity. And this whole time i think of weight on my shoulders. But i keep thinking "no there must be an easier way out of this. i just want to feel normal again, be the real person that i used to be. YEA i bet theres some hindu pr jungle people who have the real cure"
…Nope not the case. in my perspective we must do down before we feel better. i know its a bitch, but think about your future, and how u can actually see the real bueaty of the universe when ur back to yourself
