Author: Babydoll
Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2011 4:24 pm
i have asked for counselling help or therapy at the treatment centre that i go to – but i have seen the counselor person once and then he said he was going on holiday and would ring me again when he came back – this must have been a month ago now. In the meeting that i did have with him he went through this thing called the cycle of change. i think that’s what he called it. basically about our though processes and how relapse might happen.
he advised me against joinging in the same group session as my husband attends as it may not be good for both me and paul to be in the same group. for example me or my husband might not be as open or honest or hold back on certain stuff in case we say something the other one might not want to hear. maybe that true but i know i need to find some other support networks
i know there are some NA meetings local to me and i think i just need to pluck up the courage or make a real concerted effort to go and see what they are about. no doubt i am feeling like most people do before they give these meetings a go.
oh i don’t know – how i wish i could turn back the clock and never ever try this stupid drug in the first place.
feeling a bit down at moment – perhaps i will feel more positive tomorrow. good night folks xxx
