Author: LillyJ
Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2012 1:38 pm
Hey VTech,
Just wanted to drop in and say, as others have, how inspiring you and your story have been to me. To quit CT, to do it with no meds, and from such a high dose… Wow. You are super strong and you give me hope.
I’m on day 5, jumped from 1 mg after a 2-3 wk taper from higher doses. (I was basically cut off by my doc after I found out I was pregnant). These last few days and nights have been brutal but reading your posts has helped me soooo much. You have such a positive attitude and you make me feel like there is light at the end of the tunnel and that I can do it too! I am strong – or at least I was until drugs stole my strength but I want it back!!
I was devastated and terrified when my doc cut me off but now I know it was for the best. I want off this shit for good, I want my life back. In your posts when you describe the things that you are re-experiencing that you didn’t experience when you were on sub, that made me want to cry b/c I want to experience those things again so badly. Sub helped me tremendously in the beginning, I don’t think I could have kicked my habit without it, but it’s far outlived it’s usefulness for me. I have experienced more feeling in the past 5 days than I have the entire time I was on sub.
Anyway, just wanted to let you know what a stud you are and how much you have helped me. You are amazing and please keep posting.
Lilly
