Author: mysteryguy777
Posted: Wed Jun 15, 2011 9:36 pm
Thanks for the reply Romeo, from what I have been reading it seems a short term suboxone plan is not usually a succesful thing. I do think my situation may be different than alot of others. So I am just trying to find the best solution for my situation and not just the easiest way out. If I takes months or years then thats fine too. I know its easier said than done but I am not so worried about relapse. I feel that Im more dependent on opiates then addicted. I quit once before and was doing just fine for some time until I got in an accident and messed up my knee. I got a regular script of painkillers and dont know why I took them again. I guess I figured if I didnt take them to long I would be ok. What a mistake that was, I got dependent on them again.
I am at the point now where I dont even like to take pain meds. I only take them to avoid withdrawals, I dont enjoy them like I once did. Now I only use them to just feel half way normal. I dont get any more scripts and have been getting my meds from other sources. I dont have access to any sources any more so I really dont have a choice anyway. Which is a good thing. Even If I did have access to still get them, I still dont want to take them anymore. I have made no attempts to locate any.
I have been tapering off the pain killers for about 10 days. I havent been to work due to the feeling of the worst flu ive ever had, along with all the other w/d symptoms. I have enough pain meds to taper another 3 days. I just need to find a treatment plan a.s.a.p so I can feel better and get back to work.
Thanks again!
