Author: Lakegirl
Posted: Mon Sep 12, 2011 10:48 am
Hi all, well this is my 4th attempt at posting so I am out of energy. Friday night was worse……..curled up in a ball until about 9pm when I settled. Woke up Saturday morning and as the morning went by I was at my worst from crying and anxiety above and beyone anything I have ever felt. my husband drove me to ER and then I was a real wreck becuase it is exactly how I felt a year and half ago going to detox. ER…..my blood pressure 159/111 not good. Talked to 3 wonderful nurses and one ASS…… Doctor. After a full checkup and vitals and UA……….doc comes back and says I have talked to a doct down at your detox (not mine who I love) and he wants you admitted again? OK>>>>>So I remember I had to take this horrible yellow medicine every night for the longest time. Then in 7th grade I stared Cross Country through high school and into my early twenties until we bought
this resort! It was only a couple years before the anxiety snuck up on me again and I treated it with legal drugs.
Then about 5 years after that it crept up on me again but with major heart palputations and enough to put me down………so they changed me to celexa and 1/2 of alprasalm at night. That scared me so much that I bought a stair master and lost weight and my anxiety. Then I got pregnant with our 2nd so I had to go off alprazalm and after the birth of that baby when my anxiety came back I did it the wrong way………..drugs BUT honestly stemmed from csection…….Oxys……..So I have 10-15 days to really work at this so I can get off the aprazalm………….I am really really going to try because this is the first time in so long I want to go outside for a walk and play with my kids:)
