My mind playing tricks on me???

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Author: matt1980

Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2011 1:03 pm

Feeb2011 wrote:
Ok so it’s down to 3 days until I start sub program and now I’m actually thinking of backing out. The excuses that I am coming up with are many.

1) I can just tapper my DOC – as if it was successful in the past, ya right
2) I may throw up, which is a phobia of mine – I will be in WDs for sure, so why would I?
3) what if I have an allergic reaction?
4) what if PAWS kicks in anyways? Then what’s point..?
5) what if doc gives me to high a dose – I know that is highly unlikely
6) the time off work will impact me professionally.

I know that one part of my brain is messing with me, and the rational side is really weak right now.
It amazing how tricky the addiction side of my brain is being right now. I feel like I’m actually getting depressed over this.
Any advice… Someone tell me how wonderful subs are going to be. Someone tell me that I will keep the energy level that opiates give me… GAWD…. I’m really getting on my own nerves!

Hope everyone is well, safe and sober!

You will be fine… you’re just psyching yourself out. As usual, our brain always invents the worst-cast scenario. I had tremendous anxiety again switching back to subs from my heroin habit. I am now approaching 36 hours without heroin, transitioning to suboxone, and I feel great! Suboxone is still a miracle drug to me. Sure, lots of people abuse it, stay on it too long, take it too early, or whatever– and have bad experiences. That’s usually because they’re not educated on it. Just wait until you are in full withdrawal (24-36 hours since your last dose of opiates) to take the Sub. You should be able to maintain work and transition smoothly with little to no discomfort during your detox from your DOC.

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