Author: Romeo
Posted: Thu Aug 25, 2011 8:24 am
Hi Christy, welcome to the forum!
Wow, what a story! I’m glad you decided to start Suboxone and I’m glad it’s working for you.
You said, "I have tracks on my soul. They can never be faded nor can they be removed…I shot my soul up and I cant get back these past 2 years." That reminds me of something I’ve been saying for a while, during my addiction I didn’t really lose any material things, what I lost was much greater, I lost me. While you may not be able to get those 2 years back, you certainly don’t have to waste anymore years on drugs and those tracks on your soul will fade over time. Slowly, I’ve been finding myself again, I’m learning how to forgive myself for the terrible things I did and you will eventually learn how to forgive yourself too. Remember, we’re not bad people, we’re sick people….getting better!!
I’m glad to hear you’re gonna have some support via Counseling and Private Patient Meetings. That’ll help you so much on your road to recovery.
