Author: Bboy42287
Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2011 3:02 pm
Ok well i couldnt find the rock bottom thread and last time i was in it things were crazy so ill post it hear.
Well today in group at the MD clinic we started off with one topic and some how ended up each person sharing there RB story. And it was a great topic and the storys were interesting and got into how that helped them getting clean in the long run. Anyway it was my turn and it brought back bad memorys but at the same time good bc i got clean 2 weeks later well more so on a suboxone DR waiting list so clean a few weeks later.
Hear it goes i had just left the my pain Doctors app with two fresh scripts felling sick cause i had no meds that morning bc i always went crazy the night b4 i got my new scripts. So i am going 80 on the highway to get to get to that pharmacy. And when i get there i see a long line bc the computers were down or something like that. So i wait in line for 20 mins to drop it off they told me come back in a hour inside i am ferious. So hear i am sick as hell sitting in this lil waiting area when i get a phone call from my mom. Her car was in the shop for a oil change and i had the loaner which i waz illegally driving but my mom drives a nice car so i wanted the loaner which was a new audi a6 so i took it when she was in the shower. Anyways my brother had broke his wrist or arm at work and my mom told me she needed a ride to the er. But my script was not ready yet so i said in 10 but really it had only been ten minsn since i dropped it off. So my mom is blowing my cell up and i kept hitting ignore. So finally picked it up and she said if i am not home in five minutes she was calling the cops and saying i stole the car. So i quote "shut the fuck up you and i dont give two shits i am waiting for my scripts and i will pick you up when i am good and ready you fucking annoying bitch" i put my drugs in front of my owm mom trying to get to my hurt brother laying in the er room. Lets just say my dad had a few choice words and actions when he found out. But what really did it was seeing my mom ball her eyes out repeating what i said to her. And a month later i got on suboxone and have been clean ever since thank god and that was my rock bottom!
