Author: Bboy42287
Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2011 3:46 pm
Man does time fly by it seems only like a couple months but in two days it will be 8 months to the day of the best change i ever made for my recovery by switching t o methadone. Im still in shock that i no longer have live life in non stop grooling pain all day while i spent 5 yrars on sub with no results while i was told countless times it works for pain well not my pain at least.
Any ways quick update on things, great news my counselor said i am the only patient he has ever given this choice. but since im doing so good he is leaving it up to me to choose when i want to start getting take homes. And ill be the only one that will not have to do a supervised ua b4 my very first take home either for him. I have gained his trust now i cant fuck it up. As of when im going to ask for my first th, once winter is over and my pain from the cold weather is in check i will start weekend take homes. I have one worry am i ready? I think i am but my pain on bad days says maybe not what do u guys think?
