Author: Miss.Self.Destruct
Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 7:16 pm
Hey girl!
Thank you so much sweetie! Yup, day 14 now. You are coming up fast behind me! Your at what .25? Your almost done!! If you take a chunk of subutex prolly half of .25 that’s basically where I jumped. I dunno if it’s at all different with the film. I know you got this beat my friend 
My symptoms were annoying ladder, but let me stress they were very minor compare to a regular opiate w/d.
The damn taper was the hardest part!! I’m not kidding you. Once I got below that .5 mark it seemed to get easier from there! Once I hit .25 it seemed pointless to me. The little crumb would just disintegrate in a sec. The w/d I experienced from whatever sub was in my system was nothing like I thought it was going to be. I built it up a lot in my mind.
No watery eyes or yawning. No chills. Just the random sneeze attacks. The insomnia with RLS lasted me only a couple days. Trust me those were the symptoms I dreaded the most as well. It was something I could put up with. The first night I took Clonodine early & Valium before bed and once during the night. The next couple nights I would take trazadone before bed and it helped a ton! It knocked me out. quick. When I did wake up the first couple nights I took Valium. I could fall back asleep pretty quickly. If you don’t have trazadone I recommend you try to get yourself some.
I’m functioning pretty normal. I am super tired lately and a tad irritable. just a tad 
he he.. I’m still trying to shed this damn lead suit of mine 
I’m trying to eat well and exercise. No more RLS at all. I think my sleep is a little off .It’s hard for me to get to sleep at night. (It just feels like I’m not tired) I will lay there for a bit before I fall asleep.. Then once I’m asleep its hard to wake up. I have been sleeping a lot. Last night I went to bed at 11pm fell asleep quick last night about 15 Min’s and slept straight through until 9am. I’m starting to wonder if my sleep issues & the tiredness I’m feeling might be a side effect from my anti-depressant. Might be to high of a dose.
No more paying for my sub doc or script..That will be nice! I have sub left what the heck do I do with it?! Anyone know? I don’t want to throw it in the garbage. I want to dispose of it the right way. I just want it gone.
Thanks so much for your response ladder,It means a lot! Feel free to pm me anytime sweetie! We will soon be talking about your jump! It’s right there! You got this!!!
♥
| laddertipper wrote: |
| Well, hello.
I have really missed you around here and I’m so thrilled for you that you are done. 13 whole days in!!!! Go, Girl!! I hope to be coming up behind you soon. You describe the exact symptoms that make me go buggy and actually keep me from jumping. Specifically, the RLS and the insomnia. Do you still have the RLS and if not, how long did it last after you jumped? Are you functioning pretty much like normal, even though you are tired? Are you sleeping for solid blocks of time now? Gimme all the details, lol. You did it! You did it! I so friggin’ proud of you!!!! laddertipper |
