Author: SometimeIdiot
Posted: Mon Apr 16, 2012 8:51 pm
Hey Taurus,
Thanks for the FYI. Interesting! The working theory of my therapist is that my depression (basically caused by the state of my marriage, now kaput) led to clouded judgment and a desire to dull the pain of both the depression and the failed/failing marriage, which in turn led to the abuse of hydrocodone. From a timeline perspective and from my life experience, that all makes perfect sense to me. I’ll let you know how the sub works for me, mood-wise. It’d be great if I experienced the same thing as you.
The good news is that I’ve found a sub doctor I like, will meet with him tomorrow, and begin sub on Wednesday. I’m excited and very anxious all at the same time. If sub actually does bring a strong sense of sobriety, then it will be the first time in many years that I’ve been sober. Kinda scary … but I’m ready.
Many thanks for your input,
SI
