Author: Feeb2011
Posted: Mon Oct 10, 2011 12:25 pm
It was the PAWS that inevitably made me go back to using opiates on a larger scale than prescribed.
I start my sub treatment in less than two weeks in th hopes that it can lessen the PAWS to a manageable degree. It’s like what tear said, having to learn everything all over again. I do not have the ability to go into long term treatment, or I would be there now. I am a single parent of two kids, work 40hrs a week at the same place for over 13 years. My regular, everyday life cannot be put on hold while I go away for months. Otherwise I would choose that over subs. I need subs so I can maintain normalcy. I already take an antidepressant and have tried well over 30 types in combination and without. I’m sorry if my original post made it seem like im in PAWS not, because I am not. I will be holding subs very close in my bag of wishes that it will do most of the work, while I can do the rest of the healing process.
Thanks and sorry if I did not clearly explain myself earlier. It’s been a horrible weekend and am so glad it’s over.
Thanksgiving Monday holiday!!, blah, I’d rather beat work!
Cheers
