Author: Bboy42287
Posted: Thu Feb 16, 2012 3:42 pm
Finnalyachance im on methadone, I meant my methadone clinic.
I have clinical ocd i know a lil bit about worrying all the time. And i know the fear of losing methadone is scary but at the same time you are going to hurt yourseof come the future. If you keep telling your self u cant live without methadone and be clean. You are stamping this into your brain so come one day you may want off it is going to become almost impossible to get off bc of what u r doing now that your body has its interal mind set on no methadone no life type thing. This may sound weird but it can and will happen.And im not above you im doing the same thing. But im working on it with my counselor just something to think about.
