Author: iwantout19
Posted: Tue May 31, 2011 12:56 pm
I have thought about it but I live with my parents and am under their health insurance so I dont know how to get on suboxone without them finding out. I also have kept my use a secret from my girlfriend of almost two years. I’m sick of feeling like a piece of shit and I feel I can actually quit this altogether cold turkey. I dont want to live this way anymore and I look at suboxone as something to be used by someone who can’t get off opiates cold turkey. I have the will power, I was feeling pretty good actually the sleep thing is what made me take it and the fact that it was in a buddy’s pocket made it tempting. I didn’t think about the fact that it could have negative consequences on my quitting. I honestly can say I will never use an opiate again for pleasure but I was just worried about going through the depression and anxiety and restless legs that came with day one and two of quitting. I also think that a short Opana binge right before quitting made the withdrawals way worse than if I had just taken a couple percs. I just want to feel normal again and get on with my life, and I felt like I was on my way but wanted to make sure one suboxone wont be my downfall.
Thanks so much
