Author: Romeo
Posted: Tue Apr 17, 2012 10:50 pm
Shit, I didn’t do this, YOU fought through this thing. The folks on this forum may have added 1% or 2%, but YOU did the other 98%…..don’t ever forget that. You are stronger than you realized. Think about that, you are stronger than you ever thought you were. You are Bad Ass!!
You had mentioned how you were pretty much broken and ready to throw in the towel, but then things got better. That happened to me a few times too and for me, it was only when I was really broken and let go of everything that I would truly allow God in to help me. I don’t necessarily mean to get all religious, but without God’s help, I would have been toast.
As far as getting your friend the Lortabs, you’re playing with fire. You’re an addict and it’s only gonna take a momentary lapse of reason and then you’ll shove one of those bastards in your mouth and off you go. Trust me, it’s happened to me 4 times since being off of Suboxone. I’m coming up on 2 years off of Suboxone, but technically, I’ve only got 4.5 months of clean time. Mercifully, each of my lapses were only 3 or 4 days long. Just be careful, do NOT underestimate your addiction or it’ll bite ya in the ass!!
