Author: Glorydays
Posted: Thu Mar 01, 2012 2:33 pm
Hatmaker,
I really wish I could thank u more than just saying ‘thank you’. I see now y people r so appreciative of the people who they don’t even kno giving their time to help. I hope to follow in ur footsteps one day and give back as well.
I’m taking ur advice as a guide for what direction kno should go. Each direction has huge obstacles. Wen I said ‘if u really want this baby’, that was completely sobering. Yes! I really want this baby! I’m 42, and have 1 child who’s 22.. And a granddaughter! I wasn’t supposed to b able to get preg again. 22yrs! I’m starting all over.
I made some calls this morning and am waiting on calls back. Until reading wat u said yesterday, I was convinced by my ‘former’ doctor that I had to come off b4 delivery. But I don’t kno if je’d have taken me off this fast if he hadn’t dropped me. Now im trying to find a doc ASAP to talk to about staying at a low dose. Im so afraid that not 1 will take me being 31wks… We’ll see. Otherwise I will probably go to ER if the symptoms get bad enough. I can’t imagine bn n withdrawals, n labor – prematurely, and her possibly having NAS anyway – & maybe not making it bc bn premature?? A NIGHTMARE that I wouldn’t make it through & that’s exactly where Im heading?? WHAT’S WRONG W/ THESE DOCTORS?? Y don’t they kno wat u r telling me??
I am at 4mg a day and have done fairly ok with the drop From 12- some wd’s.But the last two days I’ve tried taking 2mg and hav had more: diahrea , sneezing- hot cold sweating & just plain panic/crying.. So I had to take another price. I only hav 4 8mg left rt now.
Will u PLZ keep checking in here?… So far u r the ONLY one helping me. IN THE WORLD!! My man just doesn’t hav a clue. And none of my family /few friends i hav left kno! I REALLY thank God for you!! I’ll get bak soon as the next part unfolds. Hopefully today I’ll hav some peace of mind just knowing she & I wil b taken care of.
Oh- should I start a new post or just stay on this one?
