Author: dollbabycass
Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2011 12:47 pm
thank you guys so much! i am just so scared and stressed out! i want to be off of the suboxone i dont want to take it anymore.. when i got on suboxone i really didnt even need it.. i dont know why i started taking it. i have really bad migraines and i was taking hydros for it and i was scared my body was becoming dependent and a friend told me so i could stop taking them and not be sick to start taking suboxone and i didnt know i would BECOME DEPENDENT ON THAT AS WELL. my mother is also on suboxone she is prescribed and we have been tryin to find ways to get me off or wean me off but since i have came down to that 1mg i cant seem to get any lower without experiencing withdrawals. i am scared to go to my ob in fear they will treat me diff once i tell my story (bc everytime i go they ask me "are you on any medication?" and i say no) or if i dont tell anyone and my baby is born addicted they will take him away from me and i am scared also that if i try to come off of them something will happen to my baby. and about findin a sub doctor they will not take my insurance and i dont have the kind of money it would cost for me to go to one. i am stuck between a rock in a hard place and i know it should be one of the happiest times in my life and all i do is stress.. me and my babys father are recently seperated also and i am even more stressed about that.and all he has to say about all of this is its all my fault and i did this to the baby and if anything happens it will be all my fault and im so irresponsible..when i became pregnant i didnt even know it. it just happend. if i would have known i was going to get pregnant i would have suffered thru the withdrawals before i even thought about getting pregnant. but the reason i mentioned taking the hydros to come off of the sub is bc someone said if i just took them long enough to get past the withdrawals i would be fine but that leaves me with the question will my baby withdrawal from not having the bupe???? i wish sub doc would write me or something or someone would know because i feel like i am going crazy! i am now 23 weeks yesterday!! the baby is kickin away as i am writing this. thank u for your replys so much!! i love this baby more than anything and i havent even met him yet…i would die if anything happend. pls if anyone has any advice on weaning down and gettin off with no withdrawals or about taking the hydros to get past the withdrawals so i dont experience them pls let me know! ( i would never want to get addicted to pain pills i do not crave them or have any desire to take them i just want off this sub! my body had just become dependant on them but i would not take them again for a long period just long enough to get past the withdrawals) pls someone help me!!!! 
