Author: ambr
Posted: Mon Apr 16, 2012 8:15 pm
I’m happy your doing good. Birthday coming up and sober to celebrate that is something to be proud of. I have some promises I have to keep here in the next few months and I plan on it and celebrating mine sober will be great. After over doing it I was fine a few later and decided Sat I would do a 4-5 mile hike up and down some hills. I know crazy right but I feel really good experiencing nature not on anything… I slept fine that night I wore myself out but not too much. I think I may be a few days ahead of you but for the most part its a gamble some mornings I wake up feeling normal and ready to take on the day and others I wake up feeling slow and that my mind just isn’t at its full norm yet. Just keeping occupied helps alot. I find myself not on here as much. That’s good and I agree with you there. I’m glad there is support and people to talk to going through the same thing and your not alone. After all this dieting and exercise we should come out lookin good lol some humor…..
I fully agree you have to get through withdrawal whether it be quitting any opiate and then think next time do I want to go through this again cause there will be a not so fun next time. At least with the other the withdrawal is shorter but cravings are high :/ With sub its different long drawn out. I have no desire to take the easy way out. They are right its a battle. Your in for a fight they don’t lie. When I do feel good its amazing though… Worth it. Makes me realize what I have been missing and going places not having to worry about my meds is a great feeling. Letting those chains fall… It’s weird cause I felt crappy on my low doses of sub as well.
Anyways,
Keep Going I hope your still pushing through. Wishing you all the best!
