Author: ReRaise
Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2011 1:26 am
I have been away for awhile and just spent the last hour reading 3 pages of your thread Romeo. You should prepare yourself because you know what I am going to say………………first off I would change your name to Relapse Romeo…….Harsh right?
I call bullshit on this whole thread. 4 times………..4 times and you say slip we now have a moderator that gives you a pass and calls it a slip. If I decide to drink tonight and drive home and kill someone…….they will not call me someone that slipped they will call me what I am a drunken driver who killed someones daughter, brother , father , mother or whatever.
Every time you relapse you get on here and you share and people on the forum coddle you and say Oh Romeo…….you poor thing…but you were honest and your a winner…….Ok…. a bit sarcastic but Romeo I think you are so full of shit. You know exactly what you are doing. I am waiting to hear that you stubbed your toe and you had to get pills……….you say you go to NA but I imagine you have motives and based on what I have read it’s a place to pick up chicks. WTF are you doing. You say you have a wonderful life and a beautiful daughter but you know I am not sure they love the Romeo they think they love.
First I noticed we have some new moderators and even though I have so much respect for SMF and now Tear is a moderator did your run that by Dr J………..cause you two are the perfect examples of enablers to Romeo. I told you….you need to find a rehap whether it be 30-60 or 90 days and get your ass in there. I am all for someone doing a different way of recovery other than suboxone but Romeo you have had 4 relapses within the last couple of months. One where you thought you were going to die. Romeo you are going to die if you keep up your bullshit.
You talk about your wife alot…………I was married for 10 years and I go to meetings and I hear where these guys beat their wives and did all kinds of shit. I never did any of those things yet my ex wife will never take me back. You can call it lapse, relapse or butterflies but the bottom line is how much is she going to take. I know you think I am a jerk but Romeo you are going to die if you don’t stop this type of behavior. People have told you to go to AA instead of NA…………I recommend that because I tried NA and every meeting someone was selling vicodins in the parking lot. You have to go for the right reasons……look you are Married……………women in NA are there for recovery not to be picked up or preyed upon by you. Imagine if that person new to NA dies of an OD because of your actions.
Look…. go back and read this thread from begining to end…………you are like yes I know I was wrong…….yes I am going to do this…………yes I respect your opinion yet you go right back to your old ways when girls do not do what you want or something happens at work. If I understand from your past post you are in your 40"s which means you know better.
A slip or relapse or whatever bullshit you want to call it……..your going to die or your going to kill somebody and then there is no one to blame but you. You have to figure it out because to be honest with you I am about done with you………….with me it is Don’t tell me …………Show Me. Get mad ………….get mad at me do whatever you have to do but quit fucking around with this shit or you will truly feel what some people on this site has said was their bottom.
Look I wouldn’t respond if I didn’t care about you but it’s up to you…it has always been up to you…………Don’t tell me……..show me.
Jim
