Author: statusupdate
Posted: Wed Apr 18, 2012 5:51 pm
Anyways, I wanted to thank those of you who provided me wth feedback. Sweet was right, its now day 12 and I feel MUCH better but I still have waves of stamch aches, staying a sleep is tough (once the sleeping pill wears off I am UP) and mentally I am not 100%.
The sad thing is as soon as I started to feel better I started thinkg about my DOC which is IR Oxy. I can honestly say I will never be on Subs again. I would rather kick Oxy than Sub anytime but my desire and hope is to stay away from ALL opiates if they are not prescribed for a legitiamate ailment. The problem is, Oxy is so readily available and I am around people who are "on" all the time. These people are professionals and I have been feeling depressed watching them have such a great day and I am "normal." I realize that all good things come to an end or, more apprpriatley what goes up must come down but I would be lying to this community if I told you all that I dont miss the Oxy.
I also have a friend in work that is on Sub. 8 MG’s per day fro 5 YEARS! I explained what I went through after a short affair with Sub and this person told me that they had tapperd, jumped and FAILED HARD. My concern with this person is there age (50+) and this person has a heart problem. What happens if this person were to be admitted to the hospital and they were unaware of there Sub needs. Wouldnt this person withdrawal like crazy?
Anyways, I will post again soon.
Thanks,
Ox
