Author: wisharer
Posted: Wed Apr 04, 2012 11:11 pm
wow i read this and felt like i should of wrote most of it. i am struggling and dont know why. i took extra sub today, even tho i went thru that last month and regretted it at the end of month. why cant i start on recovery? i do want it. i am trying to find what is right for me to help start the process of learning new behaviors. i had an awesome day, it was when evening got here and the darker it got outside the darker i felt. i am going to continue to read posts. i am searching for the answers. some one to point and say its over there go get it. why cant it b that easy lol. i really need to work on myself. not sure what triggered me just know it was there, the strong desire to use
