Author: finallyachance

Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2012 10:02 pm

I think the post where you spoke of feeling a bit high was your very first dose and well alot can play into that. But…I will only go into the real probable. Sometimes early in induction and before we are stabilized a warm and fuzzy feeling might visit us. It might be psychosomatic or it can be the breakdown in our bodies nonetheless that will all level out after a few more doses and that "warm and fuzzy" feelin is gone forever. IMO it’s not because your dose it too high etc… on day one I think that perspective is pre-mature.
Another possible probable might be that normal feels high to you at that moment you realize you are not bent over the trash can sitting on the toilet sick. That in itself can produce a "high". As addicts we tend to believe we are going to be that one client it isn’t going to work right for. Oh we don’t want to think the worse, but we seem to. So when we find OMG this worked I feel great, I can’t believe it, I’m not sick oh WOW Cool. Well that can give you a "warm and fuzzy" feeling right there making normal mixed with gratitude feel high.
Like I said there is a lot of different possibilities in your first dose giving you a "warm and fuzzy" feel. I only listed a couple because I myself can relate to your post and I feel the common likeness puts me in a position to tell you that I too have felt early induction fuzzies and I believe it was all a part of the surreal feelings that finallyachance (pun) to feel normal can feel as good as a high in itself. Keep it up ashbaby you are right around the bend. It’s time you post an update.

Author: finallyachance

Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2012 10:02 pm

I think the post where you spoke of feeling a bit high was your very first dose and well alot can play into that. But…I will only go into the real probable. Sometimes early in induction and before we are stabilized a warm and fuzzy feeling might visit us. It might be psychosomatic or it can be the breakdown in our bodies nonetheless that will all level out after a few more doses and that "warm and fuzzy" feelin is gone forever. IMO it’s not because your dose it too high etc… on day one I think that perspective is pre-mature.
Another possible probable might be that normal feels high to you at that moment you realize you are not bent over the trash can sitting on the toilet sick. That in itself can produce a "high". As addicts we tend to believe we are going to be that one client it isn’t going to work right for. Oh we don’t want to think the worse, but we seem to. So when we find OMG this worked I feel great, I can’t believe it, I’m not sick oh WOW Cool. Well that can give you a "warm and fuzzy" feeling right there making normal mixed with gratitude feel high.
Like I said there is a lot of different possibilities in your first dose giving you a "warm and fuzzy" feel. I only listed a couple because I myself can relate to your post and I feel the common likeness puts me in a position to tell you that I too have felt early induction fuzzies and I believe it was all a part of the surreal feelings that finallyachance (pun) to feel normal can feel as good as a high in itself. Keep it up ashbaby you are right around the bend. It’s time you post an update.