Author: notawiferife
Posted: Mon May 30, 2011 1:10 pm
ughhhhhhhhhh day 1, well i had to get out of bed not till 9:45 am actually but with rls big time, it was about 12 hours exactly since my last 20 mg of oxy before bed.. right now i obviously feel the bugs all over my skin and have the worst heacache in the world! thought about getting in the bath tub but i know how shitty it is to get out and be cold and have to find the energy to get redressed so i will save that for later. I know all about withdrawals but how do i want them to look when i go in tomorrow what is mild to moderate… since everyone talks about how important it is… it makes you worry about if your withdrawals are strong enough.
romeo i will check my message but i have no problem about talking about my methadone use 
that is my prefrence but i get it from my ex husband and its not always available to me, i have only used it the past five months or so is when i got introduce to it, its a different high and it last longer obviously not neccessarily the high but feeling great all day and when you wake up the next morning unlike oxy- no oxy in 12 hours is what makes me have to get out of bed around 10 when ive taken methadone the daybefore i can sleep till 12-1 if i wanted… thats why i like i feel healthy longer.
trying to start drinking fluids. CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR TOMORROW i pray my experience is like romeos or i wont be able to make i swear to God. The reason i am doing this is i swore i would NEVER quit cold turkey in my life ever!!! but if a day in a half is what i have to do then… i will do it… but when you quit cold turkey it take FOREVER TO FEEL NORMAL.. well last time i only last 3 weeks and then said fuck this… tired of feeling weighed down and anxiety thru the roof.. after all the barfing was over of course…. well see how today goes.
