Author: sweet16
Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 6:35 pm
Well ok, here I am. @2mg for the past 1 week or so. I had just a slight bit of discomfort after about the second day. My legs and feet & lower back hurt A LOT! I took hot epsom salt baths & it helped so much. I have been really cranky. (more than usual) I have a major lack of motivation and nearly NO enthusiasm for anything. I am lazy lazy lazy… Definitely not my usual self. I am coming around though. I have been working on a project at my office. I am replacing the carpet in one of the rooms with linoleum so I can use that space as a treatment room. I will then (hopefully) rent my previous treatment room & make my rent payments more managable and lighten my workload some. That’s the idea anyway. In this economy, people in my field seem to be working at their homes or at clients homes to reduce their overhead. My fingers are crossed & I hope to get a good person to share my space.
I have been sneezing quite a bit. I do not mind at all. I actually like the feeling of sneezing. Am I a weirdo? I have always enjoyed a good sneeze now and again. It releases so much tension and it is like a mini "O" in my nose..lol. So far it has not been annoying. I think I will stay at 2 mg. for another week. I have a date on Sat. and I do not want to be a drag. Since I have been on sub, I have not had much drive in the relationship department. I know it is a good thing. I really need to focus my attention on my recovery and not my sex life. I can say that the lower I go on my medication the more of my old self is coming back to life. THANK GOD! I am going to be 40 soon and I was hoping and praying that it dosent mean the end of my pleasures too. I mean if I am clean and sober I dont want to be celibate too. What kind of life would that be. Anyway, I know now, all is good in that dept.
I just wanted to give an update and continue to journal my progress. No pressure to comment , but any and all is more than welcome. Thank you all for being here and many blessings to ya. Hope everyones Halloween was great…
