The black sheep=a lonely child=a confused teenager=an addict

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Author: amber4.14.11

Posted: Tue Dec 20, 2011 12:14 am

Yes Romeo,,,
My humor maybe the only reason Im still on the planet……lol…… I can talk my way outta anything,,, just about.
LOL
my boss says I need my own comedy show…..whenever I get a cabinet or countertop done at work I say
"not bad for an x junkie"
he laughs.
Im definitely a fan of ‘personal space’
I dont like anyone in my ‘circle’ of about 2′ around me……lol

Never been a hugger, or a crier. but I explained that already. the therapist says it’ll come with time.
It is however, so strange to me, how you say too,,,, that its so easy to be affectionate to your kids. it is for me too, though I did have to kind of make an effort at first, now my son is VERY affectionate, and I just cant say no when he drags his blanket across the room and tells me ‘i wanna get cozy with mommy’ thats my favorite part of the day!!!!
Im gonna have a week off between xmas and new years, and I havent had more than 4 days off in a row since may. so that Im def looking forward to.

Its comforting to know, im not alone with the whole not being affectionate thing….. and I never did admitt it untill I quit all the drugs, maybe I didnt notice.
and I got blessed with the ‘super sensitive kid’ and i love him for that too, but I think I’ll get ‘schooled’ in being more sensitive as he grows……..lol

Your pretty funny too,,,,, Im a firm believer in laughter being the best medicine. truth is the last 2 yrs or so of active addiction my husband says I didnt hardly laugh or smile at all, so its really cool to have myself back.
I do have ‘grumpy ‘ days as I call them now,, but there not too often, and aparently Im so much of a smart ass on THOSE days that only the people closest to me know im grumpy….

anyways,,,, YOU ROCK too romeo,
Keep up the good work bro!!!!!!!!!

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