Author: amber4.14.11
Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2011 1:21 am
it REALLY is refreshing to hear, from SOMEone that Im not the only one that did crazy shit like that….lol
and I woulda took all of them, but thought to myself, I better let the ‘death’ be investigated before taking everything, and have murder charges or something…..lol so I took everything I knew they wouldn look for….
and it doesnt sound wierd,,,,,, yea im a smartass too,,, and THANKYOU
and working construction becomes a wonderfull exuse for opiates,,,, I had to say that, couldnt resist…..lol it really was. I pretty much got whatever I wanted.
one of the daughters ordered an autopsy, and it was deemed liver failure…… but I know she overmedicated herself. you know what I mean,,,, we get sssoo close to these people, hear every story they have, and anything else they have to say while counting pills,,,,,lol
anyways, you REALLY get to know them. Im gllad her daughter sorta covered my ass though. she said the coroner took all the pills that were ‘out’ and we split the rest. and no, I never told her I took any others. she didnt NEED to know that. lol
the day of the funeral, I drove t the place, and sat in the parking lot. snorted two 80s, drove around the block a few times, okay since we’re being honest like 10 times. I never made it inside though. like I said before, Im not too touchy, feely, whatever, I didnt want people looking at me funny, didnt want to answer questions. for sure didnt wana see the ppl she didnt even like acting as if they knew her the way I did. I m kinda working thru it my own way now.
its a spooky thing though. I’ll never, ever forget it.
hey, maybe thats the way it was ‘sopposed’ to happen.
I DID stop afterall…….
thanks for your support Romeo
ya wierdo…….just joking……im freaking cracking up……
