Tomorrow induction, Today PURE HELL

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Author: Feeb2011

Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2011 5:49 pm

Hi there,
Yes my induction is for 8:40am and man it could not come fast enough.
Being at work, as much as I was suffering, it did help the day go by. At lunch, I shut my door and crawl up on the floor with my coat and sweater. I did nod off for about 15 minutes, kinda made things worse. Not my usual make up, due to eyes running, so I was noticeably not myself.
I’m sitting here like a lump listening to my kids play, I know they need to have a bath, but I don’t have it in me to give them one. I can’t eat either, so it was macdonalds for them tonight…ya #1 mom, being in withdrawals so I neglect not only their hygiene but their nutrition too!
I know I know, I’m being unnecessarily hard on myself, it doesn’t happen all the time. Tonight tho, I feel like worst mother in the entire world.
Tonight I shall pray. Something I’ve only done before in regards to my boys.
Thank you all for all this support, I’m very lucky to have come across this place and actually have the guts to post.
Hugs to all
Feeb

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