Author: Babydoll
Posted: Fri Jul 15, 2011 4:14 pm
OMG i dont know whether to feel relieved that I understand more now after reading this thread in that i could be pre-disposed to this addiction. Or do I just feel wrose knowing that this problem i have is so deep rooted and will i ever find a way out of it. I dabbled with other drugs earlier in my life and they never took a hold or took over my life – could take or leave it. i don;t drink alcohol at all really. But I have always sufffered with depression and yes, looking back i have always felt maybe something was ‘missing’ in me. and yes, when i got into smoking heroin it was like a warm blanket wrapped around me. felt numb to all the hassle and stress that normal living throws at me. I feel totally helpless at the moment……………..
