Author: Breezy_Ann
Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2011 10:46 am
Hi, I know you do not know me but I have read just about every post on this forum so I feel like I know a bit about you. I too am sorry you are in such a bad place. I am also very impressed that you see you need outside help. So many of us just wallow in our sadness and desperation and do not seek the treatment we require. I have a sense that you are a strong person and although things may seem hopeless now, I have little doubt that you will get thru this deep depression.
I think Hat’s idea to journal is a very good one. It is important to get all those feelings out and writing is very therapeutic. It will also allow you to see the progress you are making. I am so sorry you have been thru so much and for what you’ve lost. While it seems impossible now I truly believe that doors close because others will open in life.
I can absolutely relate to losing someone you loved and to find out you had been deceived. I too went thru this and an extremely deep depression. I spent so much time asking why, what’s wrong with me, looking for closure. I never found it but as time went on it did get easier, then I met my husband. Today I realize the suffering I went thru was well worth it and I would do it all over again because that path led me to the love of my life.
Don’t give up, fight this heartache with all you have because you will be happy again. I realize this is all easier said than done and apologize if I am over stepping my bounds since we do not really know each other. I sincerely wish you a life full of happiness and one day you will be happy again!
