Author: addict#23
Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2011 9:07 pm
First i want to say congrats and be proud how far you’ve come. Dont give up…
From my own experience I personally went about as far as you maybe a few more weeks. Yes its hard to live life sober. The energy takes forever to come back, yes everyday it gets a tiny bit better. I was to the point to where i started feeling better from the withdrawl state… Like you i wasnt happy, lack of energy, the whole 9 yards.
I was recovering alone, and i kept it all a secret from my family. It was very going thru the process of addiction/wds alone.
Long story short i folded and used again, so now im back on suboxone legally. I was almost there but i guess as a addict i just gave up cuz i was tired of feeling like i was down in the dumps, and my daily aches and pains got in the way of being a diesel mechanic.
I wish you all the luck, and no its not impossible to quit and live clean but for me my time isnt/wasnt yet
