Author: ClearAqua
Posted: Mon Jul 04, 2011 12:48 pm
romeo, I am so glad that it seems to all be over for you! You DESERVE it…boy, what a year it’s been for you but you’ve done it! AND continued to come on here and help others…that is something to be commended 
You jumped at such a high dose, it’s unbelievable that you made it. Really, I’m quite jealous LOL
If I were 10-15 year younger, I would do it too! But, as I told you before, don’t think this old girl could take it…it’s rough enough when you’re young.
Even at 2 mgs now, I feel like I should be able to just stop and rough it out for a couple of weeks…if it weren’t for being afraid of anxiety/depression, I probably would try it. It’s odd how for years, I put 3 tablets under my tongue everyday without questioning it…thinking I would be on it forever…never knowing what a high dose I was on.
Now, just doing my 2 mg strip feels so bad to me….it’s because I don’t WANT to do it anymore and when you don’t want it but are forced to do it because of dependency, it’s a whole other ball game.
I know I’ve got the hardest part ahead of me but who knows? Maybe I’ll be pleasantly surprised and be one of the lucky ones Ive read about who actually had an easy time of it once they got under 2 mgs. Sheesh, I hope so!
Congrats on your one year anny!
