Author: csquared
Posted: Sat Jun 25, 2011 12:01 pm
Thank you very much for the replies and the info on the next steps to recovery. My strongest supporter is my girlfriend. She has been here every step of the way. Never once judged me, and always had my back no matter which decision i made. Although when it got really bad, she told me she thought it was time for help. After finally getting out of my own stubborn mind, i agreed. Best decision of my life. Day 2 of being "sober" or "clean". I’m not really sure which one i prefer to say, because a sub is still a drug. As far as the meetings, my sub doc is requiring me to go to at least 3 meetings a week, which i can’t say i’m not happy about. I’m willing to do whatever it takes. The bad thing about opiates is that unlike meth, heroin, and cocaine, you can’t really see the effects it’s doing to you. It’s all on the inside, plus with me having Crohns Disease, i’m sure i’ve hurt myself enough.
