Author: rule62
Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2011 3:45 am
Sub to me is just a recovery tool I can use to hold off my active addiction while I put my broken life back together. Of course I will have to go through some withdrawals when the time comes, but by then I will have tapered slowly so my body can adjust to each dose drop comfortably. It may take up to a year of tapering before I jump.
And if by chance my w/d symptoms are bad, so be it. They won’t be as bad as coming off all those drugs I was taking before induction. Can I really fool myself into thinking that I could just abuse myself so hard for so long and not pay the piper? Nothing in life is free. If it is, it’s not appreciated because I didn’t earn it.
So now ya’ll got my 2¢
