Author: SherGonnastop
Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2011 12:26 am
Well I am glad I knocked your socks off! Lol. Life is always full of ups and downs today I tried taking my nuvigil instead of Wellbutrin I felt bettor more energy and memory was sharper. I am striving to feel normal. Not just go through the day depressed or sad or worthless I am proud of myself for being clean from subs and opiates now for146 days. Getting close to 5 months. But there are many times the emptiness inside makes it so hard to not want for that feeling of being high.
My thoughts are to keep pushing through, feel the pain, learn from it, and know deep in your heart what a special person you are! Things always get better, sometimes we forget and feel as though the feeling will last forever.
It cannot last forever, just like living on opiates can’t live forever. I know I am rambling. But just to show you how this addiction can mess up your mind, my dog was prescribed tramadol for pain. I had a sick feeling the first day it was here, but the next day it didn’t bother me. Your mind can be a powerful thing. Stay strong and stay focused!
